Friday, October 27, 2006
once upon a time.
there lived bunny
bunny was a girl bunny.
bunny had problems
dealing with.. stuffs.
whenever bunny faces
something bad.
maybe because of evil bunny.
or feels bad because
other bunny friends made
bunny felt.. bad.
bunny builds a wall.
all around bunny.
so after every bad
occasion.
every bad feeling.
bunny would build more walls
higher and higher it went.
till it could get no higher.
so bunny built it thicker.
the wall became stronger
and stronger.
until bunny had only
just enough space
to move around freely.
this wall was bunnys
ultimate defense.
it was too high
for evil bunnys to climb over.
and too slippery to even climb.
the wall was so thick.
it was so strong.
it takes a lot of effort
to crack it.
let alone take it down.
now that it became
impossible to enter.
it is also impossible to get out.
bunny had forgotten.
now no bunny can get in.
nor can bunny go out.
but theres a secret
to slowly take the wall down
brick by brick.
not by force.
but by magic.
only bunny knows it.
in that dark quiet place
behind the tall wall.
bunny can only sit. and wait.
for no matter how loud
bunny shouts to other bunnys,
the secret to break through
the ultimate defense,
it could not be heard.
so bunny waited.
and waited.
hopefully.. one day.
some bunny..
some bunny would
hopefully figure out
the secret.
to bunnys wall...
12:07:00 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
great..
im gonna have a neighbour.
and.
no.
its not someone hot.
DAMN IT! hmph.
its some old couple.
hopefully.
they're buying it for
like. their sons family or
something.
cause. yeah.
DONT want a neighbour
whose not HOT!.
fine. im mean.
see what NOT having a neighbour
in the first place does to you??
yeah. makes you fantasize too much
bout having a neighbour.
go on. live here. just dont
clutter the corridor with your
unwanted nonsense.
thats all i ask.
and.
keep your noses out
of my door.
doesnt mean that
if youre old, youre excused.
doesnt happen that way man.
this corner of the level.
is mine.
dont believe it?
ive got the dog to prove it.
-WOAHWOAH maan.
whats with yOU angie.
letting this exam thingies get
to youu huh.
-no way. ARE you mad!?
-uh. yeah.
-oh whatever.
-okaaay. suit yourself.
11:58:00 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
**random post**
dear..... blogger.( to no one actually. just a formality) [bull. WHAT formality?! dont even know if its suitable to be used in this sentence. pshh]
have you EveR
felt this frustration.
this. unexplained
confusion that just
keeps on building
on the inside?
on how others
had reacted?
And like. what they thought.
and like. WHAt the hell
they were thinking. and like
wHY they were
thinking that way.
i mean. and the thing is.
you dont even know
WHAT the were thinking.
just guessing from their
reactions. but.
even that.
you cant be sure!
i mean. it really annoying.
cause.
you start judging yourself.
start questioning and doubting
yourself. and.
youd go.
was it something i did?!
something i said??!
or is it just me?
my personality?
my character?
my attitude?!
DO I CLING!?
okay maybe cause.
im afraid ill lose that person
then ill try too hard.
so i tend to .. you know..
OR have i bloody @#$& changed?
HUHH!?
Unfortunately.
im around these people!
FULL of em.
i mean.
yeah. once in a
blue moon. they tell me
' oh you can blahblah me'
or whatever whatever.
and reassure me and all.
but. sometimes
their actions speak otherwise?
i mean. nad the way they talk to
me or behave around me.
i. Ughh.
i dont know?!!
ITs really really irritating
and . ANNOYING!.
i mean. okay. i think..
its just me. cause. paranoia and all.
then i just pretend i dont care.
as usual.
cause. whats the use if i show
them im affected and all.
at the most ill just keep quiet
or laugh it off.
EASY!
okay whatever.
cause i know now that.
everyone thinks this place is closed.
ill just type whatever
my finger types.
if you ask me what i was
typing. i prob wont know shit.
yeeup. Thats pure rubbish.
AND no. if anyone reads this.
NO. its not about you. shut up.
and no. im not back to my emo shit.
wasnt ever anyway.
stop saying im emo.
apparently you dont know what that is.
and. NO AGAIN! stop it!
its not you! pshhhh.
with no love at all.- angie.
1:38:00 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
you know..
i was thinking..
if my dad went against it.
i wont do it.
so.. i casually brought it up.
and.
damn.
he didnt. -_-
12:20:00 AM
Monday, October 02, 2006
shall not depress myself.
therefore.
ill abandon this blog.
this place i once thought
could be my sanctuary.
i guess.
i should just stick to my diary.
a place more private.
yeah. i could have a private blog.
but. im too lazy i guess.
people. im gonna fail Os.
if i even get below 18.
find me for a meal someday.
um. only for selective people.
haha. yeah. miserable life.
I HATE SINGAPORE! ughh.
just let me die. NOW!
no la.not yet.
dont know. life is meaningless.
yet. im helplessly clinging
on to it. so very pathetic.
this is my last post.
watched L word.
and that person said something.
something bout.
male and female lobsters.
if the male ones were put in a pot.
they know they're gonna die.
they'd form a ladder and help each other out.
(i think)
but the female lobsters.
all would die.
cause.
everyone would be dragging
each other down..
8:26:00 PM